Women... I can't live with 'em!

Gyah I have been wanting to post for like an hour! I wanted to post before I started on those papers that I desperately gotta do. I missed having to write papers when I was in Bakersfield... this is what REAL college is about! Bakersfield was all fun and games.

Lately I have been seeing too many woman who are consumed by a man. They will change their entire life around for a man, or they are stuck with a complete jerk. In my sister's case I think she has changed way too much. As David said, her boyfriend is a lapdog. And I swear she is trying really hard to beat me at something. Well at the rate she is going she is not going to be happy. I see myself on a successful path, a life I can possibly enjoy. I don't think she would enjoy her life for very long, because she is much smarter than those people. Chris may be a nice guy but lets face it - he doesn't come from an intelligent family. And Nikki is intelligent. Ofcourse she should be, she is my younger sister, my father's daughter. We are no dummies. Nikki used to want to beat me at things, she competed sooo much. I think she is still competing. I miss the old Nikki, but I can't do much anymore about that. I miss how we used to make up when we were fighting... I would lock my door, and if she unlocked it then I would hold it shut with my strength... eventually she'd give up and go write me a note and slip it under the door.. :) It usually said something like, "Wanna play Barbies with me?" and a box to check Yes/No, just like those notes we passed around in grade school. And then there were the days when she would beg and plead with me to let her spend the night in my room. Sometimes we'd stay up late to watch Saturday Night Live. I don't know when exactly I lost my sister, but I think it started when she hit puberty. Which was pretty much when she started Highschool. It was my senior year and her freshman year. We even had a class together in Highschool. I tried not to act too much like sisters in that class, I didn't want to get into domestic disputes during class. And then I left for college... I suppose I didn't talk to her enough back then. She didn't even tell me when she started dating Chris. I found out from my parents. I know I didn't call home much back then, didn't want to be bothered. At the time I believe my mother told me I should just back off from my sister, she was going through a stage where she didn't want to listen to anyone. But maybe I should have tried. I suppose now I will feel the same guilt and regret about my sister that I feel for the cats and the dog... gyah!!! I don't think she will break up with Chris, even tho I think they don't belong together. If a day ever comes where my sister turns around, I will gladly welcome that day. I guess it might be in another lifetime.