Am I always that wrong?

I don't feel like arguing anymore. I always get that way. I don't want to hold a grudge. Is it so stupid, am I so wrong? He said why should he spend 365 days of the year with me, why can't he spend some time with his family. That hurts too. He says I want to be with him 24/7 and that it is annoying, he doesn't like being in such high demand. I shudder to think what it would be like if we were married. He must not be ready to commit like that. He still acts like a child in a lot of ways. He says I act like a child too. I've been listening to Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" and that Kelly Clarkson song, "Since U Been Gone"... they are examples of my current mood. I'm stable, don't worry about me offin' myself just yet. It would be ironic if I died and then David felt such huge regret for every argument that we ever had, every little thing that I ever nagged about... then he'd change and the next girl would get to reap all the benefits.