Work, work. Work!

So I have returned to working at the airport. Blah. Nothing changes. Just some new people, more people who love to gossip. Eeek! I was asked twice today if David and I had gotten married yet. Muaha. All in good time my dear friends. Actually he's threatened to leave me if I go and live in Japan for five years. How can he take my dream away from me? :( Why does the woman have to follow the man? Ugh. His reasoning is that he couldn't stand being away from me for that long. I'd come home sometimes to visit! My dad joked that I should get married before I go to Japan just so that I've already hooked him. Hehe, I didn't know my Dad cared so much. We have been together for over 5yrs. People naturally assume we're already married... or going in that direction (which I assume we are)... at the airport they call me Michael's (his dad, whom works at the same place) daughter in law.

I found another cane spider a few nights ago. I screamed and my mom and cat came running. I love how my cats are like dogs! This time it was a full sized spider. I've been having visions of spiders ever since the first one that I saw, and its making sleeping hard to do. That's not going to be good considering I have a 5:30am shift this week. Ick. :) My parents insist I must be bringing the spiders home with me from college, but I insist they were always here in this filthy house. I have never seen one in Hilo, but I know they are there too. I don't know where my fear comes from, but its there, and its bad. I think its gotten worse recently actually. Before I would freeze in terror, now I scream and run. And my heartbeat has gone up. I was actually hyperventilating after seeing the first one. Thank goodness David doesn't try to throw real spiders on me. I'd seriously consider dumping someone who did that. Forget 5+ years. A fear is a fear and that's one I have no intentions of overcoming.

Back to work tommorrow. It gives me something to do. I've been working ever since my senior year of HS... I know I am going to need all that money I have stashed away some day, and that might be soon. Looking for a place to live next year is a big concern and I'm super scared of being homeless. I can't afford to rent a whole house by myself and I really don't know who else would rent with me anymore other than David. :( Must work, must make money!